WTF

i swear nothing in this god damn family can work out....

i htought my day was going bad.....

 

i feel so fucking horrible for thinkin my day was frustrating...

 

In short and a very small nutshell....

 

Jesse's going in for open heart surgery in 2 weeks....

 

This could be so fucking bad...

 

I truly dispise my brothers choices sometimes...

but i dont know what i'd do if i lost him....

 

 

its scary....

 

and sad...

 

 

and i'm offically fucking freaked out...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I want to cry....

 

 

 

but i think if i start,

 

 

 

 

 

I wont stop.