well this really sucks

1.24.06

i've got my self in a a situation tat i'm not sre if i want to anything about it..... Zack's charming as ever... and shane's my boyfriend.... i know we wont last. but i'd hate for us to break up for me to be with zack.

and i'm afraid that's what's going to happen....

officially freaking ou...

 

he kissed me today. gently rested his hand on my inner thigh, like he has done so many times before... yes yes many times before. i miss it... i miss where it would lead... he made a upun about up fucking. i miss that more. i love sneaking i love fucking.... mostly i love fucking him....

 

shane's nothihgn compared to him... nothing... unfortunitly its really sad i feel that way but there's nothing i can really do about it...

 

 

blah... my dilema...

 

i'd leave my current for my nothing of an ex

zacks knows it...

 

shane doesn't...

 

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bad

badbadbadbadbaddanniele.